I'm a bit anxious right now. I am having trouble narrowing down our focus areas for the next year. There's so much to learn and I want to do it all and I want to do it right now. I want to add in French and Greek. I want to study Roman, British, and American history right now. I'm feeling a bit panicked at how much we haven't covered. The responsibility of their education just feels really heavy right now. I wish I didn't care so much.